So. I've decided that I read too much into things. Also, I think I get more attached to people than I should. I put myself into these bad moods that I can't do anything about. I don't want to talk to anyone else but that one person and its kinda sabatoging my other relationships. But I don't care for some reason. This can't be a healthy thing. I base my moods on whether or not I can talk to him.
Well. Maybe not exactly. But its still bad. I don't know. I just needed to get it out. I think I'll be mmkay. Eventually anyway...

1. I use Banana Boat sunscreen lotion.
2. My dream job is to be a news anchorman/woman.
3. I know how to handle both Windows and Mac computers quite well.
4. I have older half-siblings.
5. Say what you want, I think Zac Efron is hot.
6. The last item I purchased cost no more than $5.
7. I love Johnny Depp because he's such a versatile actor.
8. My first kiss happened at school.
9. I keep silent whenever my parents lecture me.
10. I love The Veronicas.
11. The keyboard I'm using now is missing some letters.
12. I have never known my father.
13. I've been sober my whole life so far.
14. Kim Kardashian is such a skank.
15. I can't stand talentless fame whores.
16. I knew of Youtube before it became so famous.
17. I've only had my Facebook/Myspace for less than a year.
18. Megan Fox is just another pretty face.
19. I've bought a Playboy magazine before.
20. I've been in a Chanel store before.
21. One of my favourite movies is Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging.
22. I probably used up an entire box of tissues watching P.S I Love You.
23. I think boys with curly hair are extremely cute.
24. No way am I gonna watch the Hannah Montana movie.
25. Although I do find the Hannah Montana series funny at times.
26. I'm the only one in my family who has a laptop.
27. I'm trying to change my accent.
28. I don't think I look very good without makeup.
29. Chinese seems like a very hard language to learn.
30. If I could speak any other language fluently, it would be Italian.
31. I know someone who dressed up at Ronald McDonald for halloween.
32. I know about most of my parents' past relationships.
33. I use Google more than Yahoo! search.
34. People usually assume that I'm quite well-off.
35. My significant other was born before 1985.
36. A younger sibling has had their first kiss before me.
37. I doubt I could survive a long-distance relationship.
38. I think it's kinda dumb to have a favourite number.
39. Isabella is a very pretty name.
40. The last movie I watched stars my favourite actor/actress.

[1.] Where was the first time you ever saw the person you like at the moment? Steps at the Jr. High.
[2.] What's the greatest thing that happened to you today? hm. something fun happened, i know it...
[3.] How many TRUE friends do you have? enough
[4.] Would you rather get up early or sleep in? it depends on the day
[5.] Tell me about the shirt you're wearing? Lock-in t-shirt
[7.] What would you change about your life right now? i want my own room
[8.] Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth? hmm, that's a toughie. idk.
[9.] What's on your bedroom floor right now? everything
[17.] When was the last time you had your hair cut? like a month
[18.] Would you rather be mad or sad? sad
[19.] Does it take a lot to make you cry? not really.
[20.] What’s the best feeling in the world? oh, you know.
[21.] Are you close with your mom?  alittle
[22.] Are your parents strict? no
[25.] Name one fear you have. life[the future]
[27.] Does the thought of marriage scare you? No.
[28.] How many kids do you want? no more than two
[29.] What's your favorite color to wear? whatever
[30.] Who was the last person in your bedroom? hayley or me
[31.] What were you doing today? school, home, freakout.
[32.] Would you rather be rich & sad or poor & happy? happiness is key
[35.] Do you get bored easily? Hm. kinda.
36.] What's something that someone can do that really bothers you? Bitch at me too much
[38.] Do you wish you were famous? no.
[39.] Do you make a wish at 11:11? nah.
[40.] When you go to the beach do you swim or lay out more? i don't really go to the beach
[41.] Who's the last text message you received from and what did it say? katey asked me if i was going to valencia on saturday...
[42.] What are you freakishly obsessed with? (;
[43.] What's your favorite song at the moment? um, i really like Overweight, by Blue October
[44.] Do you like going to the mall to shop or just shopping online? whatever
[45.] Can music affect your mood? YES.
[46.] What piercings do you want? no idea
[48.] Have you ever been in a cave? MANCAVE
[49.] Ever eaten a bug? probably.
[50.] When will you hang out or see the person you like next? tomorrrrrow.